In a previous post I said that my dead neighbour was the love of my life. After a very long over due wake up call I realise that I dont love her at all.
Over the years I have looked back with very tinted glasses on, Eight years is way to long to wallow in my own self pity.
I am in serious danger of losing the one thing that truly matters to me my Girlfriend .

I hope its not too late but Tracy I really do love you more than anything.
I am so sorry for all of the shit you have put up with off me.
Im going to stop the drinking once and for all and stop being such a miserable cunt.
I love you

oooo ek!

Does that mean you're going to ask her to marry you????

good luck then ben....time to stop the remorse and look to the future!

didnt you say you had a kid/kids?

look after the family.

Yup, Good Luck ;)

already asked her to marry me, all set for september 20th if I aint fucked things up too bad.
We got 2 kids a girl and a boy they rock my world man just got to get my head some where near normal.

all the best to you, and yours, ben.

it's sounds like you're heading in the right direction. :)

Hi, my name is Ben alson, and i am not a twat

Just for the record, I'd like to state that my name is not Ben.

Good luck with sorting it out Edna!

Best of luck, and I'd say you haven't screwed up too much. Heck, I haven't done that yet :) *thumbs up*